My heart broke into a thousand slivers today. SHE said SHE might be leaving. A heavy sadness filled me. But, I could not show it. The odd part is that I have lived this already. I will not tell HER what SHE chose before. I will not try and tell someone else what they should do based on my lost year. We all have a free will and I will not interfere. I will only encourage HER to choose what is right for HER.
So now I wait for HER to leave and my heart to be broken again. And I await the next major event to reoccur. Will it? So far little things have changed, but the larger events seem to be unveiling the same as before.
I want to tell HER "Don't Go", but I love HER too much to try and stifle HER spirit. So life goes on, as bitter-sweet as it may be.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
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